What a Blog of Shit!

Watched the new episode of Stargate Atlantis last night. Was soooo good. Slowly getting used to Woolsey being in charge. He is starting to seem more human, and not so much the hardcase boss. I'm still upset that Carter is gone tho. I know Amanda decided to leave because of Sanctuary, but geez I'm still pissed off at how they wrote her out. Like she just wasn't even needed anymore.

Went to mums on the weekend. A friend of hers was having a birthday so we went and all just sat around the fire and drank and crapped on. Why do I always get really tanked around people who I shouldn't drink around? OMG! My 86 year old grandfather was there. I was drinking home made bourbon and coke and I don't remember half the night. Yeah its ok to get pissed with mates and stuff, but around the oldies.... COME ON! What the fuck is wrong with me! Maybe I just crave being around people so much that I'm willing to embarrass myself around anyone, just to be near them. Well em barres myself I did. I talked so much crap. Spilled my drink. And ended up chucking up for half the night when we got home. It was one of those times when the room spun the second I got in bed. Still felt crook the next morning. You know how you pass out (eventually. ...after the vomiting stops) and sleep for about 4 hours then wake up and toss and turn while you still feel like you are going to make the doona technicolour.

Well I finally gave up on trying to get back to sleep at around seven in the morning and went and watched telly. I have a feeling that my mother wasn't that impressed with me. And I kind of feel crap about letting her down too. She is the most important person in the world to me and I don't want to let her down. Sometimes I feel like shes the only person on this planet who even needs me.

Anyway, had school the last two days. Yesterday was fun. We were sitting at the computers learning all about MYOB when our teacher happened to mention how the centre next door was having like a health & relaxation afternoon. So we all decided to wag. Including our teacher. Got a nice little neck & shoulder massage. Then we sat there and had a bit of Reiki. Fuck thats interesting shit. They were just doing small relaxation sessions, not the full hog. The lady that did it to me said that I have problems around my throat area. Not being able to get words out and express myself. I suppose this blog is proof of that. I mean I'm just crapping on about what I've been doing. But it kinda freaked me out too cos I have to go have tests done on my throat on Thursday cos I've felt like I've got a lump in it for the last few months. HOW BAZAAR!!!!

Sorry for crapping on so much, I kind of got carried away . Once I start, I kind of just keep going.

Number One

Hi All,

Well this is my first ever blog. I've been reading a few by some very wonderfully talented bloggers and think I may have been bitten by the bug. I just hope I can do this half as good as them!

I suppose I should let you all know a bit about myself before I get crapping on. Well you can call me Abydos. I'm a woman in her mid 30s from the New South Wales / Victorian border here in Australia. I've moved around heaps in my life. About 15-16 times. I know other people have moved lots more than that, but oh well. Places I've lived include Scoresby, Warneet, Cranbourne, Launceston and Somerville. Launceston being my favourite. God I love that place. And Warneet being my loath in life. But I might write about that place some other time. You don't want to get me started on it.

I'm not working at the moment, unfortunately. Desperately searching for a job. I got my dual diploma in IT Network Systems administration and system support last year. But I realised near the end of the diploma that I don't think I'm cut out for it. I do love computers but I think networking is a tad complicated for me. At the moment I'm just doing a business admin course to keep myself busy til I can get a job.

I'm single. And happily so. I see all my friends and family going through so much crap, and I am fast coming to the conclusion that relationships suck. I have no kids and I don't want them. I have my pets. They are my babies. I don't spoil them at all (much). Dogs are my favourite people. They are so much more trustworthy and are always there. They love unconditionally. Not many people can do that.

I don't have many interests. I'm incredibly boring. Oh I should really warn you.....I AM A GEEK!!! AND PROUD OF IT!!! I love my computers and tech stuff. If I could afford it I would have all the gadgets. Can't wait til I can afford an iPhone. I am a science fiction freak. I luuuurve Stargate. The best television show ever created....in my humble opinion. SG-1 was better than Atlantis. But I do still love Atlantis. Can't wait til the next movie Stargate Continuum is released. Other shows I love include Star Trek (all series except the original - sorry), Firefly, Family Guy (God I love Stewie), the 4400, and heaps more. I am a huge Big Brother fan and am still in mouring over its cancellation. I am just hoping that seven or nine pick it up. Music wise, well sadly I have been a huge fan of the same band for over 20 years. The best band ever....A-ha! They are not the one hit wonders that most Aussies know them as. They have had so many hits in the UK and Europe, and are still recording and playing live even now. They may be starting to get a bit older, but OMG Morten Harket looks better than ever before.

Well I think I have crapped on about myself too much. I'm heading off to bed. I got a late night coming up tomorrow night and have to prepare my body for all the bourbon.

My next blog, god knows when that is, will hopefully be more interesting. I want to try and just write certain blogs just on one subject at a time. I don't know what I'm really doing here, so please forgive the newbie.

Abydos71!